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I (hope)

I hope whatever it is you're looking for, You find. I hope the sun shines a sheen Not a brine. I hope the way he touches Tortures you, The way that your touch, mine. I hope like say this will all heal, in time. I hope he eats his food as starving, Like a child you must be. I never wanted anything but to be happy, Wild, Free. I guess i took the truth for granted, That what you get is what you see, I hope the sea moves you away so far awaaay from me. I cannot breathe with your face so freshly in my mind, You haunt, You get all the best halves of my life And I'd give you all (the other halves) Just to be intertwined With the Man who told me That i was the one thing he thought he'd never find. Am i fooling myself, Against the world, Thinking you are blind? Am i running like a death told train, On lonely borrowed time, I hope that all the things you are are not what i'm meant to find. Because i have to let you, Put this running wolf on road

Racing Transvestments (the rise + fall)

'I wonder where my score card stands with God.' This is an actual thought that I had just now. I profess that there is no hell and that we are all from the same beam of glowing light... but when I concede to my innermostself, what do I really believe? Am I just one of the horses on the Great White Way, dashing, tripping, gal-a-vanting to the finish line, hoping to hear the horn as my nose graces the line as I get into heaven by a nose, just in the knick of time. What have I done? Where does it lie in the scheme of things that are done? Does HE really care? Why's it gotta be a Guy? Always a fuckin' guy! "She may be the beauty or the beast... the famine or the feast..."