Holy Motha Freakin Gosh

  S C A T T E R ° Back to the earth Taken by the air Let into the water Back to the earth Your body goes The wild water seemed so cold Dark and quiet below I wanted to plunge in after you Swim in that yellow billowing cloud But by the time I looked back It too,  Was gone Should I be worried Or have you already flown Leaving your body For us to deliver A bag full of dust Brought back to the earth

Here on the last day of my thirties I think of you I hid myself My birth day Always haunted me All my life From you Because I didn't know how to be who I was Who I am Who I will be I ran I'm sorry if I hurt you And know very little Still What to do What I do know Is that time, is not only precious It's going Right now Even as I still am guessing at how to be And I don't want to run anymore Because what I am running from Is ultimately what I am running to So I will stand here Perfectly created And struggling  Everyday To be Just a little more free And a lot more of me Than I was yesterday Thank you for loving me I have felt it  Letting go  Into you #bewhoyouare